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Post by John Marston on Mar 14, 2021 5:07:57 GMT
So is it a feeling to experience or one to be avoided? It will have to be experienced because it's not avoidable... none of it is. Best thing one can do is surrender themselves to the universe/higher power/god's will, and let it/him take control. I just keep reminding myself everything i'll go through, it's all worth it. Nice!  I don't know if I will ever experience something like that. But, how did it start and when did you finally took it seriously? What was your initial experience? |
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Post by tristanknight on Mar 14, 2021 8:16:58 GMT
It will have to be experienced because it's not avoidable... none of it is. Best thing one can do is surrender themselves to the universe/higher power/god's will, and let it/him take control. I just keep reminding myself everything i'll go through, it's all worth it. Nice! I don't know if I will ever experience something like that. But, how did it start and when did you finally took it seriously? What was your initial experience? Oddly enough, I believe it partly happened because I let go of my ex. Holding onto the past will prevent one from moving into the future. If you are or suspect you're spiritual, it should happen. But everyone's different, it could happen tomorrow or it could happen in 20 years. Me for example, I'm 35 now but i've always kind of believed in "the one" since my teens. Taking it seriously, i'll take this as in having no doubts. It was a bombardment of signs I kept seeing every single day, telepathic messages, which I believe some were from her. One of the first ones I got was saying 'I'm not happy'. Since I took it seriously with no doubts, all those signs have stopped. The day I took it seriously I believe was January 19, so just over a month. I don't know when exactly it happened but I place my awakening between December 5-15. Since then i've begun embracing the 'feeling' aspect of it, meaning just following what my intuition says, which is rather difficult since I like verbal communication with evidence proving my feeling right lol. Which I think I'm getting better at because I felt sadness a couple days ago that I know wasn't mine. Do you mean initial experience to taking it seriously or just after awakening? |
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Post by John Marston on Mar 15, 2021 1:20:31 GMT
Nice! I don't know if I will ever experience something like that. But, how did it start and when did you finally took it seriously? What was your initial experience? Oddly enough, I believe it partly happened because I let go of my ex. Holding onto the past will prevent one from moving into the future. If you are or suspect you're spiritual, it should happen. But everyone's different, it could happen tomorrow or it could happen in 20 years. Me for example, I'm 35 now but i've always kind of believed in "the one" since my teens. Taking it seriously, i'll take this as in having no doubts. It was a bombardment of signs I kept seeing every single day, telepathic messages, which I believe some were from her. One of the first ones I got was saying 'I'm not happy'. Since I took it seriously with no doubts, all those signs have stopped. The day I took it seriously I believe was January 19, so just over a month. I don't know when exactly it happened but I place my awakening between December 5-15. Since then i've begun embracing the 'feeling' aspect of it, meaning just following what my intuition says, which is rather difficult since I like verbal communication with evidence proving my feeling right lol. Which I think I'm getting better at because I felt sadness a couple days ago that I know wasn't mine. Do you mean initial experience to taking it seriously or just after awakening? After you took it seriously is what I meant. |
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Post by tristanknight on Mar 15, 2021 3:03:31 GMT
Oddly enough, I believe it partly happened because I let go of my ex. Holding onto the past will prevent one from moving into the future. If you are or suspect you're spiritual, it should happen. But everyone's different, it could happen tomorrow or it could happen in 20 years. Me for example, I'm 35 now but i've always kind of believed in "the one" since my teens. Taking it seriously, i'll take this as in having no doubts. It was a bombardment of signs I kept seeing every single day, telepathic messages, which I believe some were from her. One of the first ones I got was saying 'I'm not happy'. Since I took it seriously with no doubts, all those signs have stopped. The day I took it seriously I believe was January 19, so just over a month. I don't know when exactly it happened but I place my awakening between December 5-15. Since then i've begun embracing the 'feeling' aspect of it, meaning just following what my intuition says, which is rather difficult since I like verbal communication with evidence proving my feeling right lol. Which I think I'm getting better at because I felt sadness a couple days ago that I know wasn't mine. Do you mean initial experience to taking it seriously or just after awakening? After you took it seriously is what I meant. I'd say I felt a peace fall over me, like I wasn't battling any demons any longer trying to tell me different. The demons of doubt. It was also a realization that what I'm feeling is truly real and not just me going crazy or imagining things. |
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Post by John Marston on Mar 15, 2021 3:48:33 GMT
After you took it seriously is what I meant. I'd say I felt a peace fall over me, like I wasn't battling any demons any longer trying to tell me different. The demons of doubt. It was also a realization that what I'm feeling is truly real and not just me going crazy or imagining things. So that is Impressive! Who wouldn't wish to remove the seeds of doubt, which grows into a tree of fear of failure. |
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Post by zink on Mar 15, 2021 5:09:52 GMT
I'd say I felt a peace fall over me, like I wasn't battling any demons any longer trying to tell me different. The demons of doubt. It was also a realization that what I'm feeling is truly real and not just me going crazy or imagining things. So that is Impressive! Who wouldn't wish to remove the seeds of doubt, which grows into a tree of fear of failure. Well trying to remove a feeling all together maybe isn't the best idea. Yeah it can hurt you but they're there for a reason, as kind of a "check" |
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Post by tristanknight on Mar 15, 2021 10:33:31 GMT
I'd say I felt a peace fall over me, like I wasn't battling any demons any longer trying to tell me different. The demons of doubt. It was also a realization that what I'm feeling is truly real and not just me going crazy or imagining things. So that is Impressive! Who wouldn't wish to remove the seeds of doubt, which grows into a tree of fear of failure. Indeed it is. Given where I was four months ago, I had so many demons you'd have been safe in calling me Lucifer. |
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Post by tristanknight on Apr 1, 2021 2:40:04 GMT
Existential crisis. I looked this up and it's apart of something called dark night of the soul. I'm not convinced that's what it is yet, but it seems to suggest it. I've had a few thoughts lately that fall under existential crisis. I don't know if I'm supposed to be doing it, but I'm trying to avoid doing that because it's depressing.
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Post by John Marston on Apr 1, 2021 3:39:46 GMT
Existential crisis. I looked this up and it's apart of something called dark night of the soul. I'm not convinced that's what it is yet, but it seems to suggest it. I've had a few thoughts lately that fall under existential crisis. I don't know if I'm supposed to be doing it, but I'm trying to avoid doing that because it's depressing. Just leave those thoughts We are with you. Once again -  Laugh and make others laugh   |
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Post by tristanknight on Apr 1, 2021 5:58:04 GMT
Existential crisis. I looked this up and it's apart of something called dark night of the soul. I'm not convinced that's what it is yet, but it seems to suggest it. I've had a few thoughts lately that fall under existential crisis. I don't know if I'm supposed to be doing it, but I'm trying to avoid doing that because it's depressing. Just leave those thoughts We are with you. Once again - Laugh and make others laugh Yeah, i'm keeping my twin flame in my heart. That's been keeping me happy and even making me smile at times. Hopefully I can slide past this dark night quickly, apparently it's the very low point of ascension. Nowhere to go but up from there. |
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I don't know if I will ever experience something like that. But, how did it start and when did you finally took it seriously? What was your initial experience?
