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Post by CountVonNumenor on Jan 10, 2021 21:10:45 GMT
ATTENTION: Project Touhou analogies incoming
For almost a year now, I have had problems regarding sleeping. I do not now why, but my body feels like it is a waste of time to go to bed at like 10 or 11pm, time you could use for anything else like phone, computer or drawing (apparently, I like drawing more during night time instead of daytime). Also, mornings are useless too since I have nothing to do at the time unless it is school day, or at least that is what my mind thinks for whatever reason. I was thinking about going to sleep no later than 12am-1am worst case, but something drives me to stay up as long as possible. It has been almost a year since my sleep hour has moved from 1am to 4,5 or even 6 am. Combined with the lack of a personal schedule, (not to mention the fact I spend more time inside reading than going outside and move - almost Patchouli Knowledge-like, slight asthma and seasonal allergies included) no physical exercise and Yuyuko-like need for food, it is not healthy for me (however, no alcohol, coffee or cigars). I have thought about reorganizing my life, yet every time I was either too lazy or forgot about it
I just do not know how to revert back to a healthier lifestyle, or at least lack the motivation to do so. In my case, I am still in high school (gonna finish last year in June, then go to university), but I feel like the current lifestyle only brings problems. Also, long breaks like the summer/winter break and quarantines just make my faulty habits even worse. I just do not know how to revert back to a healthier lifestyle, or at least I lack the motivation to do so
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Post by SolidLight on Jan 15, 2021 11:31:37 GMT
Heh, it really went off the rails for me around mid november last year. Just failing one of my mandatory assignments led me down a vicious spiral. I couldn’t sleep until like 4 am sometimes and woke up 12 to 2 pm. I’m wasn’t eating as much as I should be and I was just geniuenly terrified of going out to meet people or contacting my family. Last semester was a catastrophe.
It was good to be forgiven by my family for my failures and I found some strength to contact them a bit more, but I’m still struggling with all of those other issues and I’m still terrified of other people. I sure hope we can all find some more self-confidence this year. Coronavirus hasn’t helped.
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Post by SolidLight on Jan 15, 2021 11:41:33 GMT
Just spoke to one of the people I share a kitchen with. Apparently nearly everyone has had a nightmare of a semester here in Norway. I certainly hasn’t spoken to a single person who’s had a good time this year, though that might be partly due to my anxiety too.
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